Hm, i've been wondering. It seems like our genaration are very sad and depressed. Is it just something many pass through in the years as a teen? Of course it is. I've been very depressed myself and everyday im fighting. Everyday im trying. Every singel moment. Sometimes i just wanna die. I always tried to hide it, it wasnt many who knew i've been so depressed that i have, its really few people, but all of them are there for me and today im depressed, yes, but i also know what happyness is. I finally see. Many people are depressed because they think they are so ugly, fat, to skinny, but that doesnt matter. Its not really that who makes you depressed. Its people around you. They judge, they laugh, they talk behinde your back. It's them who cause your depression. (Not all the time). It's thanks to peoples mean words. "Look at that fat girl!" "Shit look how ugly she is!" "Damn nobody wanna have her, she is to skinny!"

That hurts to hear doesnt it? And i just noticed that I am who i am, i still dont wanna be friends with people who are mean with eatchother. So why should i care about what they think? Im fat, yeah so what? It just get a little softer to hug me. Im not here to impress you. If i feel good about myself so how can you see that it's fine to look down on me?

I've cared to long about what people think of me, but that's just a waste of time. Everyone is beautiful. It just takes the right person to see that.

So start to look on the bright side, nobody is perfect!

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